I'm getting so frustrated with myself feeling like I keep on trying to lose the same bloody 5kgs.
Still not as strong as I want to and need to be. Have no energy. It feels like my body is fighting against me. And let's not talk about my mind....my own worst enemy.
Went to check out the crossfit type studio. Those people weren't even breaking a sweat. And when I told them where I'm currently training they were like Yoh! So they know her reputation. So I must just get my bum and hers into gear and focus on realistic goals and stop this moaning and self doubting.
Note to self:
I'm making better choices than I did last year.
I'm not quitting.
I have come a long way already.
Stop comparing myself to others.
Had a health scare this past Sunday. Made me realise that I'm still not putting myself first. Still awaiting test results.
I also realised today that my dear husband IS actually doing something to help me - he stopped moaning about food. LOL!
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