It's been a shitty confusing traumatic busy two months doing something I did not want to do but felt compelled to. My usual 'save the world' mode takes over and before I can think I'm sucked so deep into a project I feel trapped. But life has proven once again that my guardian angels are looking out for me. Even though most of my project exits were less than civil, I find I understand that it had to be that way in the end otherwise I would fight to hold on to my own detriment.
So after the recent nasty exit I feel relieved. Free. And my dear friend came up with the best idea ever....Project ME should be my new focus!
It's not a new concept but I forget it so easily. It is so difficult to make myself a priority.
Today has been really hard. Was on my way to go enjoy a fun movie but got sidetracked by lost dogs. Again one of those things I just cannot ignore. Landed up just wasting money on high sugar death snacks, going home and getting into bed.
Need a plan. Need motivation. Need accountability. Need to find ME Myself and I.....
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