Sugar'holic

Hi. My name is Bernadette. I'm a sugar'holic. I need help.

Dreaded scale

So....I weighed this morning.  Eeeeekarooo shitballs. I knew I had packed on the pounds BUT the scale makes it so final.
Back to square one. Wow. What a disappointment.  ALL in my hands though. These bloody hands that keep stuffing my face.
Out comes the dreaded tuna diet. Consult with hubby that this is gonna happen.
Took the before pics. Now to dust off the will power.
Oi vey....

Challenge Accepted

So last night out with friends the usual conversations always lead to how fat we feel. I showed my progress pics from early last year and it inspired them to also track progress through photos. I could only shake my head in disgust that I let all the hard work go down the drain.
I'm right back where I was. It's now a workout just to get pants on.
Sadly I doubt I will ever be on the right path continuously. 
But ... let's see if this new challenge brings new direction

Failing body

My body bones joints muscles are eina.
I feel so frustrated that I just cannot seem to get ahead of this debilitating tiredness. Thought I had a relatively good night but by 11am I was desperate for a nap. Could only get one at 3pm and for two hours I was knocked out.
....sigh....
Long road ahead still...

Shoulda Coulda

If only my fat ass did a little bit of squatting and walking daily I wouldn't feel like the whale I am today. Now having to start over once again.
I want it but not bad enough to change the lazy stuck in a rut routine which has become my life.
It has been a turbulent few months and currently am ridding myself of things no longer serving my sanity well. It's so difficult though.
Let's see what I can accomplish in the next 30 days. Need to better my relay time.