Showing posts with label healing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label healing. Show all posts

Friday, 8 January 2016

Me, Myself and I....

My Struggle is Real....To ME! Here's the uncensored truth....

On the eve of my 37th birthday - 11.11.2015 - I felt like I was having a mid life crisis. I can only liken the feeling to being a beaten stray dog trapped in a dark corner with a figure approaching not knowing if the hand reaching out is friend or foe. Questioning everything and everyone. Which is typical for my nature but I felt panicked with nowhere to turn. I had recently been let down by professionals that I invested much time, money and self into. I was put into a "bipolar type 2" box (second time hearing this) and sent on my way to "research" (second time too) and "think about" committing to intense weekly psychology and monthly psychiatrist therapy, medications etc etc. Literally I was told only call back when you have decided. Like it's not serious enough for me to "chat" to you next week but it's serious enough for intense therapy. So I said stuff you, I do not fit into THAT box and this is where I began my own journey with ME, Myself and I.