Desperate times

2015 was definitely the year of desperate measures. I tried to do it all in terms of finding out what's wrong with me and how to fix it and of course everyone had an opinion and an expensive plan forward with no guarantees.  Tried all sorts of concoctions supplements meds modalities.  Who can even remember it all. Oh and even a shopping list length of blood tests revealing nothing, of course. It makes me feel more sick to my stomach to think of the tens of thousands of rands that was spent.
Around the time of my "stuff you" meltdown I decided to stop all meds supplements, stop failing at veganism, stop all the ideals of being carb sugar free - just STOP!